all for freedom and for pleasure

i love my friends , they are all sleeping now and i cant sleep because im afraid im going to die in my sleep , i made a promise to vic, that were not going to die today, i just wont let us, nina is sleeping , dogs pooped all over house and didnt party, vic and tang found this pigeon on the street , a dead one, it was snowing , a snowy day , it was more like a sparrow and it was dying slowly , im afraid ill sell myself for cheap , what is up with insecurities
? is that how we learn about ourselveS? they watched this pigeon die on the floor it was so beautiful , they were far from saving it , to move its body was to kill it , they shoot horses dont they? so they just prayed so this bird would get better , it died. an ever since that pigeon everythings gone downhill. i love my friends. is this a palindrome now?

turn on that flash light . give me some light.
crown of leaves crowns of wreathes, crowns of farts, crowns bleeding , crowns turning into clowns.